i was really stressed out yesterday.... cause that guy will be away for reservist for the next 2 weeks so he was telling me the stuff that i am supposed to do during his absence and he was trying to explain to me the way bout doing it... i was totally lost at the end of his "speech"... i really felt like banging my head against the wall.... i mean, i'm not really sure bout some of the stuff that he is asking me to do.... and its so much work..... sigh, so much for my enthusiasm.... i went onsite again today at woodlands... it was surprisingly relaxing... i didn't have much to do.... i guess this is what they call the calm before the storm.... haha.... really damn scared bout next week..... call me a coward or whatever, i don't care.... its juz how i feel...

i have been thinking a lot bout this girl.... no, its not the girl i met on the bus... haha... i've had a teeny weeny crush on her for quite some time.... but for some reason or another, the feeling grew stronger recently.... nobody knows bout this... cause i didn't tell anyone bout it.... i guess this is the first time i've actually managed to keep my mouth shut regarding this type of stuff... haha.... ermm... so i tried to chat with her, trying my best to get to know her better.... but the response has been really frustratingly bad.... i mean, its not encouraging at all..... she always replies with these one liners.... its damn frustrating.... its very very obvious that she isn't interested in chatting with me.... maybe i'm juz being silly.... she's so out of my league.... i guess i'm juz human, always wanting something that you can never have.... why am i telling you all this? i dunno... i juz feel like writing it down... i'm weird.... ok, i'm going off now... have to wake up early tmr for OT... damn OTs....


Riz lost himself at 11/26/2004 11:16:00 pm

0 comments